The 4' tall Bushwick knows what he is talking about. Back in 1991 he had a very similar and even more gruesome botched suicide attempt resulting in the loss of an eye. He 'forced' his then girlfriend to aid him in committing suicide by having her shoot him in the face. (How do you force someone to shoot you?) He amazingly survived, losing only an eye. Fucking wild eh? Anyhow, here's what he had to say.
"Fame will make you crazy. Fame isn't for everybody. There are people who have a fear of fame, those who want fame, and those who don't understand fame. It drives them crazy, because it is a lot of responsibility to be all things to all people, and you can lose yourself in the shuffle, where there are no longer fifty-two cards in the deck."